When the Mind Wonders…

I wonder who would remember me

if I was a memory

I wonder if they would envy me

if they have seen what I have seen

I wonder if they would love me

bare souled, unconditionally

I wonder who will remember me

if I was a memory

I wonder if they would pine for me

a moment just to see

I wonder who would tender me

patiently and lovingly

I wonder if they would burn my bones

in their discoveries

I wonder if they would leave me cold

In the hope I had never been

I wonder if they would remember me

if I was just a memory…..

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“Know your story before you read someone esles..”

ESCAPEE….
I never claimed perfection would never ask such of you.
So when you look down from your pedastal
Remember you will have your time too..
Once your feet stood on the same ground as mine.
Now your exsposing your arse the higher you climb.
Can you just think up a future, tell me what you see
Do you have a lifelong plan or an instant problem remedy
Is there a plan, a vision or crumbs that lead you to truth.
Will you fast forward through until adulthood or will you remain stuck in your youth.
Show me the manual you have seen; I want to read.
That part that claims your better than me.
I’ll mark the text and remember next time
When you stand tall and I dull in your shine
Stand steady on your pedastal, never, ever rock
Because judgement is the only safety net you have got
You cannot escape the stares or shield your fears
Under the glare of your peers
You should know empathy does not live here
Many rivers are filled with fallen tears, but I guess you have never felt the rain up there…….
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MARVEL MADNESS – VENOM

Netflix has done a good job of providing new entertainment this past year. For all Marvel lovers, you will not be dissapointed. British actors take the lead as Eddie Brock  played by the amazing Tom Hardy, alongside Riz Ahmed playing Carlton Drake.

MOVIE IN TWO SENTENCES:

On the way to space Carlton Drake has the ultimate solution to life. Only some prefer death.

SORRY NO SPOILERS

The movie was slow in the beginning, but the climax came at the right time. Tom Hardy is an amazing actor whose performances always leave me speechless. Venom did not disspoint with the ending, not one for scare tatics I was in two minds about watching this one, but this was one of the best Marvel films I’ve seen in a while. (Recomendations welcome below.)

Venom had me laughing and jumping at the same time. I would personally rate this Marvel Movie a 9/10.

“Put your hands down your making us look bad.” – Venom

SELF APPRIECIATION

CROWNING GLORY…….
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Eight years ago I went natural, something I was scared to do; However, I was fuelled by thinning edges and their long awaited return.
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As women we are taught to adapt ourselves, improvise our features and amplify our assets. For Black women this is magnified by our hair. Each shifted strand is a statement, a blend of our history and yet, to some is still an entire mystery.
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Yet, the message to straighten and destory the natural flow of hair has been embedded in the traditions of adapting to the sectors of society. Times have changed and difference is no longer a movement, but a way of life. #FREETHEFRO
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THE BURN….
“In memory of the hot comb”
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Laquer applied before steam and sizzle
Straight comb slide through as the curls fizzle
Layers slip and slide with movement
Too much and the Waves return
Never get Wet and wild the curls will recurl
Reduced to Knots and curves you will remember each burn.
As the stove is reheated and the comb reapplied.
Ears tucked, silent tears cried…
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DAILY AFFIRMATIONS


D E A R  W O M A N
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You are not my competition; I am on a mission for something esle. I do not aim for riches, I want consistant mental wealth.
You see, I do not profess perfection or expect it from you. I wont bear my soul or require you too. I will reserve my judgements for your actions in kind. I focused on learning and broadening my mind. In mid discovery of the enclosed soul, I require no validation to make me whole.
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I AM WOMAN
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MIND, BODY &SOUL
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SNEEK PEEK…

PART ONE may already be in your INBOX, if not check previous post and get caught up with THE RESISTANCE.

PART TWO SNEEK PEEK BELOW….

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“The beginning will be better than the end, as revenge and honour come in all shapes and sizes…”.
-CORA
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Jewel shivered, they had told her to be quiet as they cover her head and shuttled her from the Kingdom after dark. Deep in her sould she knew she would never see her mother again, but she still had so much to learn. The carraige had ground to a halt and her heartbeat danced inside her eardrums like a musical melody. The splinter of d wood crackled and tge cool vreeze of fresh air caress her skin. Breathless she waited for her fate she had yet to forsee.
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“Why is she covered up like this.” Prince Edmund roared.
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The driver grunted as he scrambled up the back steps and entered the small space.

“I just did as I was told, Prince Edmund!”
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“Remove the rag from her head this instant, she is of royal blood and you shall be reprimanded for this my good man. “
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Jewels eyes sprang open and shut instantly under the glare of the light. A few moments later, her eyes famaliarised with lights she stared into the face of Prince Edmund.
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Jewel was no Princess of that she was sure Edmund was aware.
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“Now go to my carraige and bring water for the Princess.”
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Offering his hand Prince Edmund smiled.
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“Your mother prepared a place for you, say nothing and follow my lead, there is a war coming and we must be ready.”
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Rooted to the spot Jewel frowned, ” A war.”
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Prince Edmund sighed, Jewel had no idea her entire village had been slaughtered and he would have to be the one to bear the news. Folding cupping her hand in his he gasped as Jewels eyes changed colour before his eyes and he felt hetr see into his soul.
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Releaing Prince Sdmund Jewel roared,……..
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PART 2 OUT TOMMORROW 7PM
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THE RESISTANCE

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“Be careful of the things thou speak, for blood is what others may sèek..”

-CORA

Cora had known the time was near, its precised moments unclear. There was no gear as shuffled between the buildings as quietly as she could just in her vision had been wrkng. Although, she had never been wrong. It was clear now, the small hazard dots of orange and yellow lights dotted the horizon. The spirts weighed heavy on her soul, the air was thick with the scent of devastion. Just a few more steps and she would be home, the only place she had yet to occupy. A place where her kind was welcomed.

Taking a deep breath she let any reservations go as she reached out for the handle. No one would survive, she would be forgotten hut deaty would be sweeter than the fate of the New Queen. Closing her eyes she winced as the blade cut through material and flesh, tearing her inner organs as her killer dragged the weapon from her flesh recklessly. Death was no easy feat for a woman who saw the future, her fate had already been sealed. As she fell to the ground she smiled, her saviour would rise in a future she had already seen.

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“Nothing will come of this venom you spew, only death will consume you!” She uttered wih her last dying breath.

-CORA

Sade stepped out of the shadows her blade cleaned of any traces of blood. Cora had been a treasured subject, a balued member of her circle, but her sight had been her undoing. There was a world out there Sade had been forbidden to explore. The Kingdom had been her womb and she would not let it been her tomb. As the first flicker of light drew near enough to bellow smoke she let the gates of the Kingdom down and waited for her chariot.

Screams of torment and grunts of war filled the night air as her people fought for prized breath. Settled at the edge of her land she cast her eyes over the flames that had once been her home and let the curtain fall.

“Let’s not tally driver, to the Kingdom of Wonders.” She orderd.

Fredrick Jack grinned a toothy grin, “Certainly My Queen.”

Dawn began to crack through the night sky and the birds had began their morning song drifting off to sleep was forbidden but the sweet lullaby rocked her to sleep reluctantly. Fredrick Jake let the Charoit grind to a halt and dismantled his post, carefully he opened the Charoit door and smiled his winning smile. Placing his two fingers in his mouth he let out a shrill whistle and the trees shuffled.

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“Death had visited in the night while the Kingdom slept, no-one had been prepared for the brutal slaughter. “

-SADE
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Sade struggled over the mountain, her royal attire torn and shredded. Blood spilled from the flesh above her brow and between the blink of her eye and a droplet of blood she could see her future in sight. The chariot had passed through rivers and storms to get to the treasure he possess, but their plam had been foiled and her chaperones slaughtered.

The only connection she had to her past clasped between her palm as she stumbled towards the Kingdom of Wonders. Her mother had spoken of this place as if it held the key only her mother was dead and her own Kingdom at it’s knees. The King of Wonder was abundantly blessed with wealth and heirs, a man of few words Sade could not shift her fear.

Who knew what army had invade her Kingdom under the guise of night.

Trust was a principle she would have to reserve for her instincts, at this point she was the last of her kind , that meant only she could keep her Kingdom alive. The last of her energy draining from its source her journey across deserts and unfamaliar terrain had numbed her pain.

A foot from and ally to her land she stumbled and fell; Her body was weak but her mind was strong. Crawling across the barrier that seperated the land of nowhere and the Land of Wonders she opened her palm and let the beacon shine……..
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T H E S C E N E

Lesly lay beside her husband unsure wheter to sob or scream. Instead, she lay awake waiting for a sign of some sort that would convince her of his crimes.

Eyes closed, unpreturbed her husband didn’t move an inch as she shuffled off the King size bed and onto the cold tiled floor. He had always been so good to her, a true man of his word.

They had come to the Cuba to renew their love in front of their family and friends. An event Lesley been dead set against but her husband was a man who never took no for an answer.

Willing the dawn to break and the birds to fill the air with song she grinnned at the first sight of rays before letting out a peircing scream.

A grieving widow always creates a scene.

S N E A K P E E K

R E A D  M E:
T W  I C E  A S  N I C E
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“All I want to know is where my sister is!”
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Bear lowered his gaze and swallowed the thickening saliva building in the back of his throat.
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“Well.” Nikiesha waited.
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Sweat bubbled on his brow and sweat filled his palm, avoid her gaze he mumbled incoherently.
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“What!”
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” I aint seen her in years!” Bear repeated more confident in the truth.
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The door opened behind her, but Nikiesha did not move.  Bear shifted uncomfortably and waved Sky away. Jumping on his feet Sky waved back mouthing his words slowly. Shaking his head Bear return his gaze to the live vision of a ghost and something inside his body rattled. Sky kissed his teeth and edged closer.
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“I need to speak to you, Its important.” Sky hissed behind the record counter.
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“Not right now son.” Bear growled.
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Turning slow Nikieshas belly tumbled as she faced her nephew grown and handsome. There was no doubt about his heritage, he was one of them, but Bear was not his father…….
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W O R  D B E R  R Y
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C O M I N G  S O O N
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SNEAK PEEK

T H E  P R I C E

Kale cursed as the door knocked softly, last night he had wanted some company , a release after the game was perfect sleeping remedy, but tonight he just wanted space in his own bed. It did not take a Genisis to know that it wasn’t Bibi on the other side of the door. Standing a few feet away he considered ignoring the persistent guest until, he heard the knock three more times. Pulling open the door he almost fell back as Sam jumped into his arms and covered his face in kisses.

“Hey baby.”

shutting the door behind her Kale admired her behind for a moment letting the vision of her body conturing rise his attention span.

Throwing her bed on the dresser Sam lay back on the bed and sighed, kicking off her shoes she curled into a foetal position and waited for a man to join her. Kale lay beside her facing the wall, how could he tell her to go home? Thinking of an excuse he shifted as her eyes bore into his back.
Sam couldn’t hold it any longer, “Why did you tell her.” spitting it out she waiting for an answer.
Kissing his teeth Kale shrugged, Bibi had just finished trying to get information from him about his source and now his source was concerned. In life he didn’t think he would ever understand women.
“If you didn’t want the drama you should have kept your mouth shut!” he snapped.
Sam dressed back at his tone”What’s wrong with you?”
Sitting up abruptly Kale folded his arms across his chest and rolled his eyes.
“This is not a relationship remember! We were no attachments, friends with benefits.”
“We are past that Kale.” Sam replied.
Kale nodded. ” Your right because it feels like you have moved in.”
Sam felt as if Kale had just thumped her heard in the chest as her head spun and no words would leave her lips.
“Look I like you , but this was never meant to be a permenant thing.” Reaching out for her hand, he shrugged when she recoiled quickly. ” Honestly, I think we should cool off for a while and focus on our studies still.”
Sam tried to hold the burning tears bubbling beneath her eyelids. Every pore in her body felt as if it was on fire. Rising from  the bed she paced the small space between the bed and the door.
“Six months and now we are FWBs this is a joke, right.”
Kale shook his head, ” Keep the noise down.”
Taking a deep breath Sam contained her rage beneath her hurt as her voice trembled “Six months, is no fling to me.”
“I’m with Bibi!” Kale replied
“You wasn’t last night, or the night before.” Sam screeched.
“Look calm down.”
Sam glared at Kale angrily, clutching her fist she bit her bottom lip as she lost the fight against her tears.
Kale chuckled, ” Nah don’t cry, you knew what this was.”
Grabbing her bag off the dresser Sam took one last look at the only man she had ever love and opened the door. Laying back down Kale closed his eyes. Sam smiled, for  it was that moment she would remember as she destroyed everything he ever loved.
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W O R D B E R R Y  P R E S E N T S
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C O M I N G  S O O N
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C O M I N G  S O O N
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